I thought about blogging during the last few years of the marriage, when I was finally out of my denial about the abuse, but never got around to it. I didn't have much energy, and was worried about exposing myself, making a fool of myself, etc.
After the divorce, I didn't want to think about the past, but every time I had to deal with something related to the kids, the same issues come up. We are unable to function as a united parent unit. The communication betrween us is terrible.
Also, I'm afraid I haven't changed enough even after 8 years of therapy to ever be able to have a healthy relationship, and I need to figure out where I am emotionally.
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